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M y L ove . ..
I love you
its breaking my heart
ive waited till
from you erasing your days of grey
so strong now
for what ive said in vow
can't i stand
to be strong on the day when i used to can?
i love you
it hurts me so deeply inside
but you are
standing tall then before
you dont have to suffer like that no more
- We The Mysterious...-
We The Mysterious...
The Moonlight is full tonight,
So let out your howl out!
Lou, and clear, out of sight,
There is nothing to doubt.
That we the animal is the mysterious,
We are sneaky, we walk on fours..
With our teeth and claws meant for Vicious..
Our eyes glow.. in the shadow of the dark...
we are more then just smart,
We are the wolves of he mystery.
Beware of us, we are the murky,
So think again, don't judge.
We are the mysterious, that will never ever budge.
I'm sorry. It's not my fault...
I will never do it again. What did I do..?
I'll leave you alone. I don't want to....
I can go away. I can't..
You don't have to care. I want you too..
Goodbye. No, please..
I don't want to see your face again. I will miss that face so much..
I wouldn't miss you. What am I saying..
I hope you feel the same way. NO! PLEASE!
I didn't need you. I always needed you..
I NEVER NEEDED YOU. I really do..
You were never special to me. So special..
You were nothing. You were my everything.
I didn't love you. I love you so much
You're stupid. So stupid, it's cute.. That's why I love you.
You're stubborn. I still love you.
I hate you. I love you.
You f-cking a--hole. My handsome husband..
Some advice for my friend.
Well for the past week I've been trying to cheer up my friend who recently broken up with her boyfriend. They left each other because her boyfriend was foolish, and didn't trust her; but trusted rumors of her cheating instead. Her boyfriend moved on really quick and is now with another girl.
She's hurt, heartbroken. And all I can do is talk to her out.
Recently, my problem has been similiar. I've lost my beautiful, because of a mistaken error; plus my friend too whom I trusted so much. .-. They now know me as a "liar" So therefore I've been heartbroken, crying, and all that great stuff. A couple weeks past I've been feeling better.
I told her that, it'll be fine. Life goes on. She keeps telling me repetitive phrases like, "I miss him" and "I want to be back with him." I know it's hard. I want my babe back too. I also can't believe he would do that to me either. I loved him so much I regret so many things. I regret not telling him how much he meant to me, because he never knew.
...I left the world unspoken.
...Memories are hovering.
Fast has gone,
...This is our breaking bond.
wut is this shiet
He will always be in my heart. One day I'll meet him and feel his warming hugs, and listen to his soothing voice. If anything happens again I will always remember what he has done for me and in our relationship. <3 How much he worked hard off our love. He deserved it. Ive made so many mistakes but he was always there to fix them.
Im glad I've met him, and I hope he did too. Even though right now we're having a hard time bonding again, I just want him to know this. Because I've never told him why I loved him anyways did I... He's perfect to me.. His personality, his texts make me smile everyday. I don't care about distance.
I am not afraid to tell people at school that i'm in love with him. I still want our future. Our future to be together. Going to college together everyday and see each other... I hope he wanted that too. I wish he still loved me.. But I would rather leave him alone if he's miserable of me. I wouldn't want him to be angry all the time. I just.. v.v I just want. Tha
When all I thought of was you.
When all I think about was you,
All the things we did, the problems we've gone through.
When I watched the snow drift down beyond me,
I smile just to only think, "I'm glad that he is now free..."
Free from my grasp who made him miserable,
Free from a broken heart that wasn't curable.
I couldn't cry anymore, knowing he was happier without me.
Wishing he'd still be here, I still love him as you can see.
Remember when all we talked about was our future.
Remember when we're too happy about each other we repeated, "Chuuuu"
Remember when we were always there for each other?
Remember when we were up all night last summer and I fell asleep?
Can you remember how many times we repeated "Goodnight" and "I lub chuu"?
Remember all of our time together within 9 months?
When we first first met on March 9th,
where we disliked each other till one day?
Remember that time when you were as hyperactive and always said hai first to me when we started getting closer?
When I thought I would never like your perverted side, but then changed my mind?
Can you remember when all you showed me was your smile and happiness.
Even though you were having stress?
That time where we had hardships, but forget them the next couple days?
Can you just remember every single memory we had?
The time I lost my internet?
The time where I couldn't find my way?
Do you remember our plans in the future,
Going down th
100 Reasons to Stay AliveCute animals that make you go, "Kawaii!"The part of the charger you put your foot on while you're derping on the laptop.Pencils so sharp you can possibly murder an undesirable specimen. (I don't suggest that, but you can.)Clear, blue skies.Putting on the headphones after a long day.Realizing you don't have any homework.The feeling of spring after winter."EMERGENCY MESSAGE: Due to extreme weather conditions, all school activities and administrative offices have been closed for today."Dry towels.Belting out your favorite song in the shower.Cute guys.Maybe cute girls.Or maybe both. I don't know your preferences.The sense of accomplishment.Looking in the mirror and trying out your "sexy" pose.Going on DeviantArt to find your messages chock-full of activity notifications.When you're in a radically good mood so you don't have a care in the world.Hilarious videos.Seeing a picture of something that doesn't usually have a face having a face.When your crush smiles at you.Being weird with your BF
Markiplier - Draw My Life.Markiplier Draw My Life
“Hello Everybody! Markiplier here and thank you guys so much for being with me through a 1000 videos! It’s hard to even imagine how we’ve gotten from this point, and I REALLY wanted to do something special for the 1000 subscriber milestone, er, not a 1000 subscriber- 1000 VIDEO milestone, and, I think this video is really gonna explain to you guys how I got from point A to point B, and how YOU guys have helped change my life because, um, these things are really important to me because, they tell how I became the person that I am, and I really do appreciate you guys for sticking with me. So, HERE WE GO!!!”
“I was born on an island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean called O’ahu, which is the third largest island of Hawaii, and home to the city of Honolulu where I was born on a military base. My dad was a career army man, and he had been in the army 23 years before he retired, and appar
Maybe This Is My Last GoodbyeI just have something to say and that is that I can not but
I have tried to get ahead for myself
But I can not
Every time I feel most miserable
Whenever I feel like not worth it to go ahead
I've tried everything
But they just look at me as a useless, stupid good for nothing like a monster
So to go ahead if, just they tell me my faults in the face
They say I have to open my wings and fly towards my destination where I belong
I try to fly, but my wings are broken
And without wings I can not fly to my destination, and if I not go to my destination I have nothing
And if I have nothing to go ahead
Maybe my destiny is in heaven, where there is no evil, sadness or mental illness
Today My Hands Reek of Doctor Office SoapBecause I frantically washed my hands in the back room
Because I’m one anxious little fuck when it comes to needles and
Crying children in the hallways and rooms where the walls are paper thin
Because I nearly pass out when needles are stuck into my arm several times
Because no one can ever find a goddamned vein the first time
Trying to calm myself as the doctor comes back in and the first words out of my mouth are
“So what are some good anxiety medications these days?”
a letter to her My darling sunshine,
I know that we're about 1000 miles apart, but my heart feels tied to yours and I can't seem to let you go. My heart tells me that you're my soul mate, that you're my other half, that you're supposed to be loved by me and I by you. Age is just a number. I know that. In your Valentine's Day card, you told me to believe in us, to believe that one day we'll be together forever. I can't wait until that day!
Recently, you suggested we take a break because our distance is too big for you... I told you that'd be okay, I told you that I could wait for 4 more years (seeing as that's how many years of school I have left). You still call me your lovely pet names for me: Babe, darling, deary, and my favorite - your shooting star. You still tell me that you love me, and I tell you that I love you more. I do believe in us, I do believe that some day soon, we'll be together forever.
You, my dear, are my best friend... And I'm yours, you told me so yourself. I won't let you g
I'll never be your daughterDad, oh why... Why can't you...
Why can't you accept who I am?
Why can't you accept how I am?
I have never seen this world,
I don't know the things you do.
I know that, and I know youre much wiser.
Wiser than me.
But is that a reason?
A reason for that expression?
The one on your face,
telling me that you think Im dumb.
Dumb and idiotic and worth nothing.
Are you really like that?
Is success the only thing that matters?
Intelligence and smart thinking?
Does someone not perfect not fit into your world?
Do you really think this...
Do you really think I'm not perfect enough?
But why do you do it then?
Why do you say you love me?
The way I am.
You said you loved me,
but to be honest, dad, I can't believe you.
Do you really?
How can you love me?
Why do you look so disappointed?
I can't understand your point.
When we argue you say it's me.
It's all my fault.
Is it really?
Do you really think it's me?
Do you mean it when you say things...
Things like "You should get a psychatrist!"
How can yo
the weight of living pt. cdlxxit's a tangle of voices in the midst of rainy 1.53am breakdown
right now i want to cut myself
it feels like an ideal solution
i know it is not
maybe i should throw out my blades
i don't know
i don't know
i do know
i don't want to
the key phrase is just in case
you don't understand
you don't care
i wish .he cared
i also wish he wasn't fucking a fourteen year old harry potter freak with nicer eyes than me
i also wish he didn't spend his lunch times locked away in the drama room with a 52 year old paedophile with marriage problems
i wish i'd never cut myself because it's all these scars that will never fade and they remind me every day of how much i fucked everything up and how much i will never be okay what am i even saying
he reminds me of a sadness i never truly covered up and never truly understood
he reminds me of the gir
La Voce Toaif there is a hardness in the heart
it must be broken
if there are words inside untold
they must be spoken
if there is a candle burning at the shrine
it must burn down,
until the very last drop of wax is spent
this hope will have no ground
wherever i turn
wherever i spin
these are the words
of the dance we're in
if there is sadness welling at the throat
the tears must run
as raindrops fill the ocean
it must be released and sung
if there are voices silenced in the darkness
louder they'll shout
the crowds will take the streets
their anger must be let out
wherever i turn
wherever i spin
and these are the words
of the times we're in
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa falla sentire
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa famme sentire
My Father's Last Poem The Night Before He DiedMy Father's Last Poem
My mother held my sobbing father one night
He begged her not to put him into a nursing home.
He wanted to die in the home he built himself for her.
It's the least she could have done.
He had been taken via ambulance without him even knowing where they were taking him. He must have been so frightened, this kindest man on the face of the earth.
Images burn, I swear they burn starting in the brain,
from there going wild into the deepest darkest part of your soul.
I see my father in the nursing home making a gallant attempt to spoon the liquid broth
they called soup into his mouth.
Off to the side is a mushy bowl of fruit gone soft.
His milk looks curdled, it can't taste good.
But my father never complains, so paints on his face the fake of a smile
He thinks we don't sense his pain so we can't feel it, he was wrong about both.
Life with him has always been that way, I remember no other.
After Daddy passed I found my mother crying.
My son had stayed until the amb
Here's your Rantract
While you write your long paragraphs of amazing drama.
I will write you a short note.
I just want to say how much everyone dislikes you.
You are a fake friend. I don't think he deserved to even meet you.
You didn't know me that well either. I told you many times.
I am a very sensitive person. Oh no. You drew over a picture without permission.
Cool. Made me real upset and go upside down.
You refused to take it down. You told me to forget all dis shit and move on right?
Then be a good bitch and take it down honeybuns.
Another thing is, when we got back together. Yu go bitchface at him, like you CARED.
I swear real friends wouldn't care. Why would you even care? Are you going to butt in?
Alright. Keep going around and talking about us being in the following:
RUDE. IGNORANT. FAKE. PETTY. TWO FACED. STUCK UP. STUPID.
Girlll....Thats you lolk. You're only 12. We're 14. We see what's wrong or right.
Be like your friend over there who's following you. Just say, "Forget you, I have a
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